Thursday, 31 January 2008

I Love You Mary Jane

i ain't doin shit right now,chillin at murad's studio,helpin him a lil bit,shiftin and clearing some stuffs.

the bosses ain't around,they're already in macau right now,freezin their asses.our turn is tomorrow,yeah we leavin tomorrow at noon.

i haven't got the drive to pack my bag,got so many things in my mind,i just wanna relax,not to stress myself too much.when i go back home later,i'll just chuck few stuffs into my backpack and yeah i'll be rollin good.

i can't sleep last night,the birds seiged my scoot yesterday morning,they shat all over it like a drunkard's puke.last night,i scrubbed em alone at the carpark,in the wee hours of the morning.

i had a few brushes with death yesterday,almost knocked onto a mercedes,a bus and a dumb filipina maid with a lil boy,who walked across the street without looking,we were lucky God were on our side,or else i'll either be in a body bag or wrists cuffed cold awaiting investigations in some filthy cell.

i've tried to calm myself down,staying cool,but with the heat and the bad traffic condition,i turned a monster.

shortfused as a teen rebel,everything was against me again.

but as i scrubbed my scoot last night,reflecting back at it all,i laughed,how stupid i was;dangerously stupid.

"Son, fill your heater, how bout chase killer
Rock 'em up and show you're no quitter
Snakes' pit every ground I landed on
Hated on, but I'm still standin' strong
You hate the songs that you pump up all day long
Hated on, but I'm still standin' strong
Snakes' pit, every ground I landed on
Hated on, but I'm still standin' strong
Stand..."

word B-Real,u said it.

Monday, 21 January 2008

Big City Life

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Saturday, 19 January 2008

Dance Floor Anthem



tattooist tv star kat von d of L.A. Ink collaborated with wes 'bulldog' humpston aka the dogtown star of the 70's,created a handrawn picture with both artists' handiwork and put it on good cause and was auctioned for the tony hawk foundation at $3,300 to help build free skateparks in low income communities.

word up yo!

Beetlebum

woke up with a bang,3 alarm clocks but still when i finally pull enough strength out the bed,it's already ten,oh damn,late again.

today i come to work in style;i wear my flip flops,hey it's saturday and the bosses ain't around,and practically there aren't anything to do,woohoo!

but heck,i'm on standby,and waiting for those buggers to call me for another in-camp training,i'm too old for this crap already.

alwy and mas organised a birthday bash for aiman today,and if i have to serve my beloved country later,i'm goin' to miss it all.

and today is 10th of muharram,the day moses split the red sea with his staff,how i wish i was there to witness everything back then.

i gotta disappear!POOF!

Tuesday, 15 January 2008

Liquidator

i just got back from work after a week of clearing the balance annual leave of 2006.i didn't go nowhere.kinda tough week actually,but i do not really wanna elaborate much here,as i did achieve something,and kinda proud of it.

it's tuesday,bright and super sunny,juz came back from lunch at loyang with the gang,though there is practically nothing to do at work today (me boss ain't around..hee hee, but i learnt from murad of how to weave flowers using ribbons,at least i made use of the restless time producing something good.

i'm down with flu,damn.i had enough sleep everyday,i swallowed vitamin c pills,drank plenty of water,i stopped taking sodas of any kind for months now,but this morning i started sneezing.my left nostril blocked,my throat itched and now i am under the weather.guess nobody could really escape from this spell.

me feel sickly,or the people around me are sickening towards me,or otherwise?sick.

Sunday, 6 January 2008

Man On The Moon

it's way past midnight,and i've been totally obsessed and fantasizing that i'm Vance in the virtual fantasy world of grand theft auto vice city again.i lost my appetite,lack of sleep and perform poorly at work and i lost weight-i am 70kilos again.

yes i'm a badass,going around town,protectin' my turf,the empire of prostitution,smuggling,robbery,drugs,yeah drugs-cocaine,all in the 80s mode once again.rival gangs were beaten,i'm always out on a killing spree,earning my own rights and r.e.s.p.e.c.t.

ohh c'mon,it's just a game.a violent addictive game,just like cocaine.and i've actually 'kicked' that habit for about 2months back,but it i got my 'high' back days back when i started 'picking' it up again,after i've completed reading a book entitled 'Gangs' by Tony Thompson.

the scary part is that,it's all about drugs.

yesterday,i watched American Gangster on the net with my sis,who snored halfway,leaving me alone totally glued to the movie,which was in the late 1960s settings,about an african american man named Frank(Denzel Washington),who with the help of his cousin who was serving the army and was stationed somewhere in Bangkok,smuggled drugs,directly without any middlemen,hauling pure grade 4 heroin,back to the States and selling it to the streets with his family members and relatives contributing and distributing those drugs which they branded as Blue Magic.now he got game.his business flourished,and as time past,he eventually made lotsa enemies,including some crooked cops as well.
but not all cops are crooked and no i ain't gonna tell you anymore info about the movie no more.what i can say is that the movie super good.

but its all pretty connected,coincidentally linked.the game that i'm playin,the book that i read and that movie too.and like i said above,its pretty scary.the world is made up of junkies,who in turn,change everything into a very violent world.

the book that i read,the author actually did real scary research,from kingston to amsterdam and not only drugs that made this world goes round but gangs.and in his meticulous yet dangerous search,i learnt that,it's not the italian mafiosos that we should worry about,it's the albanians who had chain of prostitution rings in europe,the dreadlocked yardies who stubbornly smuggled pile-high cocaine from jamaica to britain,gun totting pakistanis and turkish teenagers killing each other in bradford and birmingham to monopolise the heroin trade,chinese triads human smugglers,nigerian high-end electronic fraudsters swindling millions from businessmen around the world,Dr Alexander Shulgin's psychedelic trip experiments in mid 70s that change the whole world today into Class A addicts-ecstasy.

bolivia's coca plantations,afghanistan poppy plants and the golden triangle in south-east asia,i'm pretty sure it's all not only gangs involved here,shady shadowy political conspiracy,it's not easy to track em' but believe me,somebody pulling the strings.

Coca-cola was introduced in 1886,as a valuable brain tonic and cure for all nervous afflictions.promoted as a temperance drink 'offering the virtues of coca without the vices of alcohol.'the new beverage was invigorating and popular at that time until 1903,a typical serving contained around 60 miligrams of cocaine!all traces of the drug have long since been removed.

and so is the author of the classic The Strange Case of Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde-he wrote the story on a week long cocaine binge.

and crack-cocaine is far deadlier,so don't even dare imagine.

and just for the records,a big,big no,i'm not into drugs.
i'm just as curious and with a sound mind i do know.
i'm just into Grand Theft Auto Vice City.
i'm Vance.

stay away!

Tuesday, 1 January 2008

Hey There Delilah

holidays finally over,party people struck with hang over,their lips still murmuring 'happy new year' with a slur,reeking of alcohol and sweat stench.

i handed over my service to dj jason chow right after the stroke of midnight,like cinderella,but with my sneakers on,i quickly dashed out with marlia,grinding shoulders with jamie yeo,great spy experiment,sleeq and crowds trying to get their chance to take pix with the celebrities.ohh such a head ache!!

for the 8th time,i've to sing auld lang syne at work.and my resolution this year,NOT to celebrate the 9th at downtowneast no more,if God permit,i rather sit quietly at home or some other place where it's quiet.i can't stand the noise,the heat,the stress,the panic and the people,oh my God!Hear My Woes!

i'm at work now,behind my desk,as i type this,there are plenty of work to be done outside,all of the residue of new year and holiday celebrations,and while everybody else either still toasting their wine glasses or fallen unconscious in some gutter,i'm here at work,with loads of things to be done.

never really fancy this but anyway,
hello 2008,
goodbye hell!