Today

Whoo Hoo!
yeah seen Shrek 3 at vivocity few hours back and it was SOLID!
smuggled two bottles of green tea,got onto our seats 2mins late,and quite suprised they never waited for us,but it's ok.so what happened to the lengthy ads before the movie,ahh,we're late and that's it.
no popcorns,no nachos this time round,just m&m's which i swallowed 2 packets in less that a minute.enjoyed the movie with marlia,hey!i love the seats,they're way comfortable and spacious,and the space between the knees and the front row was spacious,so those who desperately need to unleash the call of nature don't have to worry about sliding sideways and hit those attentive patrons along the way.haul your asses out and just say 'excuse moi' and out you go.unless of course either person is as big as shrek or fiona,whichever.



fans of shrek,go and watch this sequel,it's hilarious.but i prefer the first and the second,don't ask me why.(kepo!)

was supposed to pay my bills,so on and so forth yesterday morning,which however was my day off,but disappointingly,was quite disappointing and shocked to see that my pay wasn't credited into my account.(for a moment there i wasn't quite sure whether my boss still favours my humble service.)i stood motionless for few seconds and head back home.and after few calls,i found out that i wasn't alone,the whole gang in my dept didn't get them share as well.so it's technically who's fault?yeah you know it.it's vesak day today,a national holiday,and less likely we'll get our pay today,so it's gotta be tomorrow.but it's ok,it's alright.

i've gotta work on vesak day,yeah,in the late afternoon.i'm Djing for a wedding,still thinking why this couple must choose vesak day for their big day,hmmm nevermind.i love working on holidays coz that's when i'll earn much dough.and while others rest their butts at home,lying bellywards watching the telly,i have to sweat a little to raise some cash,so it's part of my job.

it's ok,it's alright.

Highway To Hell

home is where the heart is.
finally.
had a good dinner-lauk lemak 'ader' ketam,and fried tempeh and keropok to top it all up.fuhhh.

and while enjoying my meal i watched Detroit Rock City-Hey!That's one of my favourite movie.i can watch it over and over and over and over and over again without getting bored.one of the coolest movie ever.it's about K.I.S.S. and 4 K.I.S.S. fans,who got into lotsa mess,from losing tickets to watch the band live,to gaining and losing it again,they got separated for hope that they'll re-gain the tickets,but somehow all 4 of em' got 'KISSed' instead,but really desperation and by chance that the 4 friends got into the concert hall.it's not just a movie about another rock and roll band.
it's about K.I.S.S.
geddit?

so if haven't seen that movie,where were you all this while?


You wanted the best! And you got the best! The hottest band in the
world...KISS!!!

Thug Life

midday on a blasphemous tuesday.

been a hellish sweaty morning.had to work alone,the rest starts at 2pm.
my boss been a bitch whole morning.will somebody,PLZ,kidnap her so will put an end to all this misery..

just had lunch-cream of mushroom soup and half of gardenia french loaf.not that i wanna feel like havin' 'ang moh' lunch but too bad i'm just so sick of the food around here.so i cooked myself.one can of campbell's plus another can of mushrooms.ahh sedapp..

but the not so sedapp part,i've to clear all the rubbish,wash all the utensils myself,don't you hate it?

now i am relaxing,de-stressing,calming myself,listening to reggae musika and smoking gudang garam,slowly exhaling the smoke out of my mouth,mmmmmm taste bad.more work coming in the afternoon part,and shit,still gotta sit in for another dumb meeting.this is endless.

Play That Funky Music

another monday.
another school holiday break.
sat another dumb meeting earlier,ahh,it doesn't seems to get any better.
more work,more problems,more complaints.
just another monday.
another school holiday break.
and it's just the beginning.

was rushing to meet deadlines.the setup of the greatest show.so far,we've managed to finish up most of it,then comes the easier part,fixing and a lil housekeeping,which will be done tomorrow,uhh,i hope.



i've been neglecting meals again.and i didn't feel hungry but i was real weak.i guess it's not about the empty stomach that made me sick,but the work part i guess.been drinking colas and chocolate milk the whole day and i can't wait to go back home,but that will only happen tomorrow evening.i'm still here,been a week now,away from ibuk's glorious food.i am feeling SO hungry now.

Too Legit To Quit

a bit uneasy and a lil discomfort on the shoulders,the straps were always slipping sideways,and with the huge masses of 'weird looking creatures' trodding slowly causing a heavy traffic,it was pure hell.i felt like a lost droid.

i was sweating,but thank God i'm safe and sound in this cockpit though the a/c didn't really contribute much help.outside,the heat was horribly unbearable.i was sweating coz i was busy dancing,swerving,dodging,waving and shaking hundreds of beings' hands.some took pictures with me,some just cheered and some just jeered not forgetting those dumbasses who pinched,pushed,punched and slapped.i was escorted by a living being code named-A.L.A.N.me,together with my compadre-in-crime Kapitan Fadli,we would have drowned in the sea of squirmy hands and sticky fingers.

the rocket scientists who designed this new model had extended and widened the vision but still,it wasn't perfected.i raised alarm,"sam to mothership...sam to mothership..visual impaired,i repeat..bad vision,bad vision.."but hell,nobody attended to my cries.personally,i still prefered the older version,sad,that good things don't last.i miss the old one.help!



we've to stick to the mission.no,not another search and destroy mission,neither was it a rescue one.it was more of a R&R.for a mere 2hrs,the money was good,ese.we executed a perfect plan,despite the busy schedule and some intimidations by seniors,but we kicked it right as foreseen.



we were dashing.on stage,atmosphere almost similar like Mos Eisley Cantina,raving in front of a crowd of younglings,but we can't see them.the par can lights blinded our sight,but we did what we did.the only thing that sent chills,were the their high pitched voices and thunderous applause.we were good.

fully transformed,we felt like super-heroes,'they' made our day.hugs and flying kisses.and those little brown boys and girls were the cutest,grab our hands and kiss them,treated 'us' with pure respect.i felt like Stevie Wonder.

and when it's all over,i looked back on my aching shoulder,and in an awkward Terminator stance,i mumbled,"i'll be back!"the horrors were over.and it was time to shuttle back to Tatooine.





(notice the patch of sweat on lower chest and upper abdomen-it's not system malfunction,it's altered during alien abduction in 1999.)

Bird Of Prey

wake up everyday,dreamin' of being elsewhere,
coz it looked cool on postcards and magazines.
chores,routines day out,day in,
sick of the same shit,same old people we've to please.
please,
sow what we reap,are we dying to live?
shoe lace untied,toes doesn't seems to fit,
programmed to serve,no don't give em' no lips,
spied everywhere under eyes of cctv.
every move,every turn we're monitored still,
fall deep into the rabbit hole,yeah that's the red pill.

dream everyday,wakin' up elsewhere,
coz it's so cool to sink both feet in the sands.
still forcing to be happy or are we happy to be forced?
everyday we rise,pay our tax and a fake smile.
dollar bills in your mouth does that makes you happy enough?

Deez Nuuuts

"Vrooommmmmmmmm...pretttt...pretttt......"

went home for dinner earlier,twisted the throttle till i can't twist no more,ridin' on black tar,squeezin in between of cars,overtakin' huge lorries and buses,the street lamps like runnin lights as i swooshed past,the engine vibratin below,i felt weird,my helmet was blown back,oh oh,i am speeding,real fast,a glance on my speedometer,i've negligently forgotten,it was cranky.

"vrommmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm............"

i slowed down a lil,pressed a button on the panel,ooops,i've been travellin at 145km/h.that's way too fast brother.way too fast...

the speedometer,which wasn't working right,will make its way all the way up and down when i start the ignition,hell i know what was the cause,but one thing for sure,i've been speeding.and best part,i didn't notice.i was way too anxious to get home fast,but hot damn,it was fun.

Country House

pssssssstttttttt....heee....today i had a good time.
i went out for a meeting at citibank,told my colleague that i gotta rush back to work quick,so she prioritised my share of the meeting with the clients first and ahh i left,it was only 20 mins.and it's 3.30pm.at first i was feeling a little half hearted but once i hit ground floor,my mind went wild.i went to toys r us,and later...home for makan..damn i feel good...and i didn't went back to work...HAHA..OOPSS i hope my boss not reading this..

Viva La Revolution

tropical sunshine hits the eastern side of singapura today,a big group of students camping on the grass patch just by the beach,soft faint music playing on their pa system,the occasional slurring announcements by their coordinators and the striking rays of sun,blinding the eyes of every boys and girls but yet,they looked happy.

why?

the goddamn school holidays are back again.

like a curse,the resort and the vicinity surrounding it,is a popular haunt for both adults and children especially during this midyear and yearend schoolbreaks.family days,barbeque,drinking sessions,birthday parties,wedding solemnizations,companies dinner and dance,all sorts of occasions,all sorts of parties.

i ain't complaining.i don't mind the extra work,i love my job and i handle it right as far as i know.

and so i went to the office this morning,some 'negative' comments from colleagues about the game this morning but i told em',"had enough!"
my boss passed me a stack of papers,and one of it was the june holidays programme which clearly indicated me to be the telematch gamehost at two separate places-wild wild wet and at the lawn just by the lobby-on weekends during the bloody holidays.

i'm ok with it.it's the holidays,yeah i know,and like i said we've to work extra hard each time they shut the schools and the kids come running here.yes and that's my problem that i complain about.kids.ugly kids.they come in packs and the whole place will be crowded with this lot.don't get me wrong.it's just me.i just hate crowded places and i've gotta join a long queue to get my food,a long queue to relief myself at the loo and i've gotta move slow if i'm pushing a trolley through a jungle of school holiday merry makers.that's what i'm bitchin about.it's just me.

i hate queuing so much and i hate queuing during the period when the time frame i've got is so tight and most occupied with work!

come to think of it,if not because of em' flockin here in my workplace,i won't be working here right,as they contribute a certain percentage of revenue on whatever that they spent on.and i used to be like them as well.(hell why am i so mad?sign of getting 'older' & 'wiser' i guess)

and to those guys who picked on us liverpool followers,last night game was a good game after all,yes we lose and we can't sing that Queen's song but that doesn't mean we can't move on.there's always next time,and till next time we'll meet.so don't start.

sunshine,spoilt slow moving creatures,long queues at the loo and the angst of a fan's defeated beloved team.

OLE!

People Are Strange

The final whistle.it's official.Liverpool lost the trophy to milan.
right from the very begining,i totally disagree with Zenden,it should have been Kewell in his place,all through out the game.and Stevie G should be in the middle.so what happened Rafa?WHAT HAPPENED RAFA BENITEZ???

i've lost my mind.gotta catch some sleep.all the misses makes jack a mad boy.

i'm done here.

Strange Days

at world's end,hey i've watched that already.IT WAS HELLA GOOD.
caught at golden village hours ago and the best thing was that the theatre wasn't that jam-packed,no nuisance,only the sounds of crackers crumbs and popcorn munchies,it was alright and i actually could concentrate on the story line.
the EFX was incredible so go and check it out.

i slept for twelve hours last night,went for my regular swim at yio chu kang,reached back home,had lunch and small conversations with my ibuk.read a book and dozed off for another 2 hours.i felt like a lazy overfed phat cat(is it garfield,odie?).

fetch marlia and went to tampines mall for dinner at Long John's,just to get a feel of being a pirate,heehee.also i was wearing my Liverpool jersey with matching sneakers.scoot back to pasir ris,bought some crackers along the way at shop and save,washed my piling clothes(like a smelly mountain)and now i am waiting patiently with throbbing heart beat,to watch the finals of ac milan vs Liverpool.WOOO i can't wait!!!

You'll Never Walk Alone

Counting down in hours,we'll be in Athens.The big match,against ac milan,the showdown at Athen's Olympic stadium.

Once again,it's gonna be as tensed as 2005 istanbul.It's gonna be electrifying and dramatic.
and hopefully all the efforts will pay off well,we're all set and ready to go,even ready to sacrifice the hours of beauty sleep,just to witness the POWER of the REDS later.

"When you walk through a storm,
Hold your head up high,
And don't be afraid of the dark.
At the end of a storm,
There's a golden sky,
And the sweet silver song of a lark.
Walk on through the wind,
Walk on through the rain,
Though your dreams be tossed and blown..
Walk on, walk on, with hope in your heart,
And you'll never walk alone.......
You'll never walk alone."


Go Lads!Bring Back The Cheer,again!
Rafa!Rafa!Rafa!

I Shot The Sheriff

the picture inserted above was the queue (dude,it's a very long queue!) to the d'marquee last sunday,where the band Dragonforce was playing.the queue started forming as early as in the midday,but doors were only scheduled to open at 6.30pm,which however was delayed as well.to all those numbskulls who queued,ah,i must say,that you guys had a lil' too much headbangin',CAN'T YOU READ on the tickets that you bought?free-standing DAMMIT!but of course,you guys will say that em' wanna get the best front view,to get up close and stretch out to touch pure evil,hell you wrong,don't you get it?free standing,not seated,S.T.A.N.D.it means you can squeeze your way through to the front,or at least,to the sides which is still closer but ain't the best view-duh!it's a band,and they will be runnin up and down the stage like monkeys on acid trip which what actually happened during the concert itself.



once they were let in,they waited again.but as the band appeared onstage,the crowd went wild.







they were like beasts,unleashed.there were such a big space at the back and the both sides of the hall but they cramped and sandwiched among themselves.they were 'electrocuted',the way they danced in 'harmony' to the music that my ears can't absorb,can't understand,can't accept the'lifestyle' they adapt.there were few bodysurfin' but the one that caught my eye was..



they rampaged.the front barricades.they gave the security guys a hard time.despite the constant warnings,they kept pushing the barricades,with those poor guys stuck in betweens,forward.the chief security double up his team on the 'devil's'front,and they fought with all their might,securing the barricades with more cable ties.
and i just stood at the side.

The Day The Niggaz Took Over

monday.

had a long tiring day yesterday.and by midnight we went out skating,the same old trio.my eyes were half closed and i can't perform well.got a bit of momentum though,practised my flips,in middair i got the board flicked,like a tumble roll,but so far,only managed to land with one foot on the deck.kinda clumsy.
got sent off by security guards at SMU,we went further up to skatepark and by then i was totally burnout.i was really tired.and practically just pushed the deck around enjoying myself amusingly.

we went up to killiney rd,and right after the junction,yanto snapped and threw his board down and braved the killer slope,followed by adil and me.the road,was a long downhill.i was way back while the two of them were way up front,almost clearing the slope but as approaching a hump,adil wobbled,lost his balanced and threw himself down on the tar,rolling and crashing,himself and the board went separate ways.it all happened in a blink,i jumped off my speeding board,myself got traumatised.yanto saved adil,brought him road side,i ran down,picking all his items on the road.

he was smiling yet still in shock and lost of direction,he asked me to snap some pictures of his bruises.he was alright.though the scene sent some chills on my spine as well,good thang there ain't no cars around.except for a pig mobile doing their rounds but didn't care stopping to check on us.

got back pretty late than usual.slept at 5.30am,woke up at 1pm.work was hell on a regular monday afternoon.

I Love You More Today Than Yesterday

the last time i went to the museum,was...uh...oops..i can't even remember.must be donkey years back.so earlier this fateful evening,we parked just in time as the bike beside us got fined for parking without a valid coupon,i almost tear up one when that unlucky biker told me that after 5pm its free.haha.it's 5pm and he got fined at 4.53pm.->Lucky break no.1

so we crossed the street and boy was i shocked,the whole place has changed A LOT!!



as we were busy looking at the wide screen with mouths wide agaped,we were startled by leo,one of adil's friend.how was i embarassed i can't remember his name at that time.shame on me!!malu siak..

he asked whether we wanna checkout the museum i said "YEAH!"so he brought us to the counter and gave us 2 complimentary tickets.hey,he really made my day!Thanx Leo!->Lucky break no.2

we went around,our ears plugged onto this headphones attached to an interactive unit.our museum is way advanced!cheers!



my eyes are tired.i don't wanna elaborate the whole trip in details.my suggestion,go and check out yourself.da malas ah nie..

gdnite,gdnite,don't let the boogie man bite!

Paranoid Android

all work and no play makes jack a dull boy.
all play and no work makes jack a dumb boy.

another vid filmed at work,
thank God my boss ain't around.

Let's Go!

so,most of us will pocket some dollars come july,hey that's good news!
i got meself $350 when i unveiled the envelope the other day.
the not so good news is the increase of GST,it's gonna affect all of us,so still $350 is not enough to offset the increase and i personally think it's kinda unfair.new roads,better public transportations,better service,to finance the enhanced social safety nets, needed to help the lower income group,ahh excuse me please.

so whether we like it or not,come this july,be prepared to hold your breath with the impending,dramatic GST increase from 5% to 7%.

it's friday i'm in love again,and i have not decided where to go about later,there are so many things on my mind,and i've been neglecting my meals again,no,i'm not on a hunger strike with the GST increase,i'm just so sick of the food at my workplace,so probably later,i've gotta think of some cool,breezy place-that's it-east coast sounds fun,some honey 'horny' glazed chicken wings and satay kambing would be a perfect dinner with marlia pok.and probably a stroll to parkway parade-window shop!

skipped friday prayers,i feel so sinned.gotta get back to work!

pleasant day amigos!

Exploited Barmy Army

back to work after my day off.it was a happy working day and thank God it rained earlier and it was cool through out.
*Phew!*
so the AMK club is opening soon,me and my buddy helped cleared some stuffs from the stores all over the resort and dumped it into the lorry.
tomorrow is gonna be another 'kechoh' day.the band Dragonforce is playing this sunday at my workplace,and we've gotta shift some equipments and barricades and all that.also,we've scheduled to shoot another video tomorrow,tentatively of course.
yesterday,i've completed watching 3 movies-Days of glory,Bridge to terabithia and Pocong 2(it was dumbly translated to shrouded ghost,cakap pocong sudah lah,shroud my ass..)forget about watching that terabithia and Pocong 2-it suck!

i was getting ready to got out when i looked out of the wide opened kitchen windows and saw somebody pierced a hole in the skies.



i went out with dewi marlia to vivo city,and i've listed few things that i wanna buy pretty soon.

1-Call of Duty(roads to victory)for PSP
2-USB hub for my neglected CPU
3-Linksys WIFI antenna booster
4-my SLR battery
5-a KISS vintage revival t-shirt @kedai kakak & a couple of skate (preferably mystery)t-shirts @Go sports
6-a pair of Pull & Bear jeans
7-Ahmad thompson's book



-seven deadly sins-

so on my way back earlier,i staggered onto my scoot and upon igniting,the engine roared as i twisted the throttle,balancing my backpack and a plastic bag of my milk rations,and without a pause i just move on without a second thought,and at the security post,i noticed something weird.OOOPSS!!!in embarassment i slided down the saddle,there were a few cars and some motorbikes,damn!i've forgotten to put on my helmet.i wore a cap the whole day and probably and that point when i got onto my bike,i've mistaken the grip on my head for my crash helmet.good thing i wasn't on the main road yet,bad thing as there were so many people at the gate who noticed me.ah nevermind...

so when i hit the road,i stopped at the sign of red light.suddenly there were this 'girl power motorbike gang' who stopped by as well.most of them had the probation plates and there were around six to seven bikes with pillions.and at the sign of green,this fat spice,shouted "MOTO LAWA SEYYYY!!!!"at first i didn't take any notice,but when i glanced at the side mirror,there weren't any other bikes other than me,and again without shame,she shouted,"OOO MOTO LAWA SEYYY!!!!"hmmmm...gila babi... i whispered to meself..

and after about 3 weeks i've finally finished reading this book,i gotta read it fast coz i borrowed it from a friend-



in this book,it revealed everything that we all should know.the misconceptions of christians,the manipulations right from the very start,i can't tell no more,i'll might land up somewhere,so if you got the chance,get this book,it's an eye-opener,and all the horrible things that Man did to achieve their so called glories.

and i'm back where i'm supposed to end by now-

Tonight,Tonight

it was another monday.
another dull monday,and everything was so slow.
and it seemed like everything was against me.
i never retaliated,i never did.i just swam against it,
hands tied,almost drowned but i tried hard.
forced myself to,coz i had to,mondays i feel so sick.
i just can't stop but i was so weak.
like a card trick,am i too dumb to notice the switch?
today,no one listened to what i have to speak,
everyone was negative,everybody was so plastic,
i just wanna get tis over quick,
my monday is so pathetic.

No Suprises

It was a very tiring weekend i had.
started from last thursday,me and my poor crew had a backbreaking experience.
all for a mayday celebrations held at my workplace last saturday.
we had to setup gamestalls,decorate the halls,the lawn,and did 1001 last minute jobs including smashing the ministage which held other jobs that we had in mind during that particular time and forced us to work overtime due to the delay.
but it was fun.we worked together,had our precious little meals together.
we did complain a bit but it was well worth it.
hundreds flocked to the venue on the day itself,and the place was jam-packed with union families,young and old,they joined long queues to participate in the games and won themselves plush and all those stuffs,like a big happy family they enjoyed the entertainment onstage,the went to the wild wild wet,the escape theme park and had a big fun out,i guess.
we didn't had as much fun as they had;we had to report to work at 6.30am and sweat ourselves all the way to 11pm at night.
the only thing that disgust me was the atittude and horrible character of our locals.we stopped the gamestalls on time as ordered by boss,but the minute we shut it down,those who refused to leave rushed forward like raging bulls and grabbed all the toys on the tables.it was a scary thing to see so many people 'robbing' those toys and it made me feel real sick to witness those ugly singaporeans despite the courtesy campaign the goverment had spread all this while.aren't they ashamed?some even crawled under the tables,goodness,imagine that.and these people left only after i switched off the lights,and yet,lingered around still looking and asking for freebies and all that.they were totally outta control.
by the end of the saturday night,i can barely feel my toes.was really tired.we cleared everything that very night and went back.i can't sleep till about 2am.
woke up at 2pm on sunday,went back to work,did what we were told and all the daily routine.

and we even managed to film another short magic clip onstage-



and,i'd like to add-All the best to Robbie Fowler,one of our Reds heroes,for all his contributions all this while,and will always be remembered forever.viva la fowler!Y.N.W.A!

Redemption Song

Quite a day i had today.

Almost got run over by a black mercedes this morning at the highway.stupid lady driver.
i almost lost my balance when i jammed my brakes at the junction.dumb traffic lights.
i spent 5 hours unloading 900 mineral water bottles from a trailer,ohh what a drag!
my boss stayed all the way till 10pm tonight,i can't rest my achin' feet.so unfair!
my leader took a sick leave when there's thousand and one things to do,joke's on me..
all this for the upcoming mayday celebrations this saturday.i'm gettin' sick of this all....

sick of it all...

the band is comin' but i ain't goin',been thinkin,friends been buggin,but hey hell no....

gonna be another hellish day later and on saturday way as hell.

i'm gonna lose myself pretty quick,i'm goin' nuts i think i can't handle it.

i'm gonna call it a quit,i rest my case and i'm gonna sleep.

A Message To You,Rudy

It was my day off.

Awoken by the rumbling tummy at 6.30am yesterday.But i got back to sleep as soon as i relieved myself.startled at around 10am,by the men at work with irritating drillings and knockings outside my house,i stood up to prepare for my swimming session but was despaired with the bad weather outside,so i snugged in back to my comfortable sleep.

Woke up at 2pm,feeling very lazy,dragged myself to the toilet,was still sleeping when the hot showers dripped on my face.

With the liberty at home,i hooked up 'The Killing Fields' dvd and ate as i viewed,momentarily paused the machine in betweens when i helped myself with more food galore in ibuk's kitchen.chicken rendang,parus and unlimited keropoks,i felt like the king of ang mo kio.

in the evening,it was still drizzling,fetched marlia from work and went down to tampines mall and watched spidey 3.the movie was a bit emotional this time but it was alright,i guess.

sent her home,i went back and ate again and with the amount of food that i gobbled today,i am feeling really,really lazy.

gotta sleep now,i am working in the a.m. shift.

so...if you're peter parker,or the amazing spiderman for that matter,who will you choose?

a)mary jane
b)gwen stacy

more movies to catch,pirates of the carribean,shrek 3,simpsons but for now i am disappearing..just like sandman....*POOF*

California Love

"Aduuuuhhh...perot sakit...."

i got a very bad tummy ache."Prettttttt...Bruuttttt..."and i've been farting real bad as well.
i went to the loo about 4 or 5 times in the wee hours,and twice earlier as well.i've been real busy at work,so it's a real trouble to focus on my agenda and the turmoil in my stomach.

crepitating bowel erosion+climate's boiling heat=i almost shat in my pants earlier.i was in a real composure when i took my bmx,signalled to my filipino partner for lunch,when deep inside,i was really gonna let go.i cycled back,and upon opening the door i stumbled and it felt like years to unlock the heavy wooden door.pushed my bike aside,i dashed into the toilet,and like Flash,i stripped in seconds and unleashed..."WOooooosshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh"...Ahh what a relief.

so i thought back what might have formulated the drama.

yeah,it was the tuna chilli with cheese sandwich and few mugs of coke+cocoa milk that i had last night.

don't try this at home,fellas.i'm off to work!

Black Hole Sun

misteri nusantara.i watched that 'spooky' segment on the tube awhile ago.it ain't a scary episode.like most of everybody else out there,i'm quite attracted to the supernatural and the ghostly beings or whatever you choose to call it.

we always dismissed those things as an effect of our own playful thoughts,a mind play and of under heavy influences of ghostly stories in all kinds of media and rumours.

i disagree.not wholly but partially.

due to my misadventures during my lifetime,i've experienced some scary shit.the following is my story;

We've been planning for weeks for yet another camping trip at a secluded spot few bus stops away from punggol jetty.There were supposed to be around 16 of us,but only 4
turned up.Alwi,Helmi and his girlfriend and myself.The rendezvous meeting point was somewhere in Hougang.(there was no Sengkang or Punggol estate at that particular time.)We took a bus and walked the rest of the way there.

It was almost dark when arrived and there was nobody there as we expected,only occasional boats rumbling past at the sea.Across,was Coney island,with thick vegetation and white sandy beach.We didn't bring along any tent,we splayed across a canvas on the ground and one over our heads,with makeshift ropes attached at the canvas's corner to the trees.The spot that we chose,was by the sea,there was a kerb,to prevent the sea from raging upwards during high tide and the surrounding us were nothing but big trees.And about 15-20 metres from us was what which looked like an old small bunker,facing the sea,the structure was totally dilapidated,with overgrown roots of trees and plants camouflaging it.

Everything was nice and easy,we had our corned beef,breads,hot dogs and coca-cola for dinner.We poked fun at each other,talked and laughed by the campfire and basically things that everybody does during a camping session.

All of sudden,it started to drizzle,followed by a torrential rain with thunder clapping and lightning flashing above us.Everywhere,it was soaking wet.The trees,the ground and us.We squat and huddled among ourselves,the campfire has stopped burning furiously,only hot coals still swelling with smoke hovering over it.The rain didn't stop for hours and only around midnight the unforgiving weather subsequently reduced to slight drizzle.

It was then we started to ignite another fire but we couldn't.Everything was wet and we could barely see anything with our small,wet,battery operated torches.Then,right behind us,"HEEeeeeeeeeeee Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!"A loud continuos high pitched ear piercing chills to the spine shriek-like,cry-like laughter at the jungle behind us that almost stopped my heart.We froze and looked around,above us and at each other.Then there was another one and another one and it didn't quit.It seemed to be everywhere,all around us,but we can't see.We panicked,but we didn't know what to do.Something in me told me to run,but at the same time when i looked at helmi's girlfriend,i changed my mind.(i just can't leave them behind,we've made a point not to leave each other behind in case of emergency such as this.)Knees were trembling and basically everything in me was vibrating and shaking real badly.we just huddled with each other,helmi's girl sunk her face in between her knees and covered her ears with her hands.No it's not over,there was this strange stench filling the air and the sixth sense indicated there was something scary approaching us.It was dark,wet and this crazy scary shit,no one nearby to turn to and my heart was pounding mad,i didn't know what to do,we were all shivering so much and IT SEEMS TO DRAW NEARER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

"AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!JGN KACAU AHH!!!!!!!!CAU CIBAIIIIIIIIIIIII!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
I plucked enough courage and that was how i retaliated.The rest looked at me,stood up and did the same.We cursed and hurled obscenities at whatever that was scaring us.And soon after,we grew tired.It was quiet.The stench was gone and even the rain has stopped.We didn't know what it was,what got into us and we never shut our eyes throughout the night.And we weren't laughing no more.Upon sunrise,we packed our stuffs and left,never to return again.


Many locals were massacred and bodies were dumped and left awashed by the sea during the japanese occupation.Stories like above,are quite common among fishing enthusiasts,both young and old who frequent Punggol beach.The place has changed,the government built tall walls stretching the beach to prevent illegal immigrants.

but that doesn't mean u can't get lucky,if you wanna try,who knows what you might bump onto.till then,have a Fright Night!

Ain't Nuthin But A G-Thang

something bad happened to me yesterday.but i don't really wanna talk about it.it's alright.i'm a big boy and i can handle it.

i've been real mean,real bad before,i do remember coz it ain't easy to forget.so i take it as a retribution,for all the non-good things that i've done,in the past.God have mercy on us all.

i've been trying real hard all this while,not to repeat all the silly mistakes that i did before,and i really do.i just wanna live happily ever after,with my family,loved ones,and so on and so forth.be nice to everybody and accept the life that i have right now.

so,that thing that happened to me yesterday,is partly my own ignorance.for trusting somebody too much and i've got screwed up.but i ain't gonna do anything,i just gonna let it be.

let God sort that out.

so today,i went out with marlia,tryin to steer my mind away from thinking about that unfortunate thing that happened to unlucky me.we went around town on a lazy sunday evening,and when we were at HMV,i was snooping around for dr. dre and...WOOOOOOOOO!!!!
i got the one that i'm lookin' for,and it was the very LAST one.i grabbed it,marlia paid for it.it wasn't cheap,$41.00,but it was real rare and she agreed.

cruised around,we had our dinner at beach rd army market,damn!the food taste bad despite the ads and newspaper cut-outs they hung and pasted.it was a scam.didn't finished up as u imagine,went around on the scoot again and finally,home.

and so something else happened,my speedometer wasn't working right,the needle was in a haywire state,as i twisted the throttle,it shook and pointed to 120km/h when i was doin' like 60km/h.*sigh*

AH!what ever it is,the thing is i was angry but i can't unleash that angst.and that got me thinking.i hope everything will turn right in the morning,i really do.

always look on the bright side of life.

Bulls On Parade

At the carwash,well almost.

we washed our bikes yesterday.after many rainy months,we decided to gather together at alwi's place.yanto,adil,alwi and myself,stooped and dug out every corners where dusts and dirt hid stubbornly.there was no hose,but the council provided a water point;inserted a cashcard and slow instructions,the water gushed out from a tap below it.we shared pails,we shared all the equipments that we have.a portable speakers hooked to a radio and we had a washing corner all by ourselves.we joked and laughed throughout.

after a backaching soapy scrubbing,we drained it with tap water.we wiped our bikes clean and finally a coating of armor-all protection against heat and stuff.

yanto couldn't start his bike.he meddled with the starter,switched with adil's.moments later it was ok but followed with a choked stop.took it out again and wiped the thing clean and screwed it back.was alright after that.so we kept the rest of the equipments and sat awhile.

so,it was time to say goodbye,we shook each other hands and we separated.i sent alwi by his void deck,we were talking when yanto called,"Dok moto aku tak boleh setat siak,aku pat junction pat depan.."

i left alwi and dashed to yanto's site.when i arrived he was struggling to start his bike.and finally he decided to park the bike at the carpark lot nearby.i felt bad in a way,as there is nothing i could help to make his bike start.he hopped onto adil's pillion seat and bid farewell once again,and went each other's way.

when i reached my pad,it was almost 4am.after a hot bath,ran upstairs and read a book till i fell asleep.

when i woke up,it was 2.30pm and i was supposed to report at 2pm.

Glory Box

full moon with misty dark clouds.it's been drizzling again,and it seems to be like it forever,well i hope not.

with the wet weather,i find it difficult to go around on my two-wheeler.yes,the road is slippery and make it dangerous for us riders to be moving around,not to mention,speeding.

the rain also blinds our vision partially,when everything else swooshed past,we have to be extra alert,and if there is anything up front blocking our way,we couldn't avoid it on time,cissss...touch wood!

even if commuting on public transport on a rainy day,there will be human jam,the transport will be delayed than usual.it's practically normal especially on peak hours.everything tends to move slightly slower than normal days.

the cool weather makes us lazy.makes me lazy.makes me wanna eat more,makes me real sleepy.with the extra food piling in my tummy,the cosy cool pillows and bolster,blinds my vision fully,it clouds my mind,everything is a dreamlike state,kinda altering my sight and sound,everything is turning into a black and white movie,i feel like a zombie,everything seems so slow.

i couldn't think no more.
i'm hittin' the sack.

ZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Boys Don't Cry

Due to the football mania,i woke up later than usual.awoken by the obnoxious cellphone's ringing tone at almost 3pm earlier this afternoon.was real hungry,packed my stuff and went down to Go Sports and met adil.bought shoes and tees.rushed home,had my late lunch and dashed down to oxley rd to fetch marlia,we had Mcd's fishburger and nuggets,grab my deck at pasir ris,sent marlia home and i vroomed down to old capitol theatre and met the boys at 9pm.adil vallely and doughboy sid was there,yanto tego was late.we warmed up at the multi storey carpark.when yanto arrived we cruised down the same route as last week.made few stops in between.and finally at the skatepark.we made progress-we grind,yes we grind those waxed woods,yanto was gettin' real good at it and adil too,i tried my best,but i fell real bad on that slippery,rusty rail and caused quite a damage on my right waist.it sliced my flesh open and swelled instantaneously.i was in pain.loosened my belt,took off my wet tee and rest a bit.(sakit siol!)thanx to our medic,dough boy 'tiger' siddiq.(and it's so good to have you along,my nigga!)

we played.we played till the skies began to shed tears.wasn't real bad.just a drizzle.we cruised on the wet cemented pavements and tar roads,and retreated back to city hall,got onto our scoots,had tea at bencoolen and we bid farewell to each other.

got home,put some ice on the wound,relaxed by the tube,witnessed kaka fabulous shot,seedorf at 30mins and final score by gilardino.i was really happy that milan is gonna face liverpool instead of man u.

What Doesn't Kill You,Makes You Stronger.

Bones Break,Bones Heal,Glory Lasts Forever!

(Sorry ah,not glory glory man united..*sob*)

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Linger

After dinner with marlia,we rushed to DXO,meet up wit Muradikal,grand entrance by the side gate,VIP seats by the stage.Woohoo!Wings line-up;Awie,Joe,Eddie and Black.they entertained everybody with songs like Hukum Karma,Taman Rashidah Utama,Sejati,Jerangkung Dalam Almari to name some,though aged and awie put on some weight,they still could rock the house!

the club was jam-packed with both old school rockers and new gens of both gender.and when the band played,everybody sang in unison.

they played for around 45mins,then we just hang around a lil while,sent marlia back home,i rushed back to pasir ris and watched the 2nd leg of Liverpool vs chelsea with Ben,Buck and Muradikal.90mins+30mins extra time+penalties(robben and geremi shots saved by reina)=Victory to Liverpool!It was a hard game and both teams put on a hard fight,but The Reds proved to move on to Athens.

now i am so happy i could sleep.Viva La Liverpool!

Plush

labour day.

it was a good idea to work on a public holiday until i got my hands all greased up,my tee and jeans dirty.the mini convoy cars are a CURSE!

lately,i really didn't have enough sleep.and due to that i got myself zits again.

over the weekend,spent time with David and family from cambodia as well as old friends.we celebrated elizabeth's 1 yr birthday.shared ice cream cake,chicken wings,prawns and laughter.we were all happy.

i got 2 days off.goin' skatin wit the boys tomorrow.it'gonna be thrashin'.yeah!

rock band Wings performing at DXO later this evening.Murad bugging whole day,still i haven't decided whether i wanna tag along.Anfield is gonna fly Reds flags tomorrow morning,and yet,i still haven't decided where to watch the match...i'm so indecisive.

greasy jeans,bad hairdo,indecisive take-it-easy character--->very the Mat Rock ,i think i'm gonna join the guys to Wings gig later.

Rock On!