Thursday, 10 May 2007

Redemption Song

Quite a day i had today.

Almost got run over by a black mercedes this morning at the highway.stupid lady driver.
i almost lost my balance when i jammed my brakes at the junction.dumb traffic lights.
i spent 5 hours unloading 900 mineral water bottles from a trailer,ohh what a drag!
my boss stayed all the way till 10pm tonight,i can't rest my achin' feet.so unfair!
my leader took a sick leave when there's thousand and one things to do,joke's on me..
all this for the upcoming mayday celebrations this saturday.i'm gettin' sick of this all....

sick of it all...

the band is comin' but i ain't goin',been thinkin,friends been buggin,but hey hell no....

gonna be another hellish day later and on saturday way as hell.

i'm gonna lose myself pretty quick,i'm goin' nuts i think i can't handle it.

i'm gonna call it a quit,i rest my case and i'm gonna sleep.

A Message To You,Rudy

It was my day off.

Awoken by the rumbling tummy at 6.30am yesterday.But i got back to sleep as soon as i relieved myself.startled at around 10am,by the men at work with irritating drillings and knockings outside my house,i stood up to prepare for my swimming session but was despaired with the bad weather outside,so i snugged in back to my comfortable sleep.

Woke up at 2pm,feeling very lazy,dragged myself to the toilet,was still sleeping when the hot showers dripped on my face.

With the liberty at home,i hooked up 'The Killing Fields' dvd and ate as i viewed,momentarily paused the machine in betweens when i helped myself with more food galore in ibuk's kitchen.chicken rendang,parus and unlimited keropoks,i felt like the king of ang mo kio.

in the evening,it was still drizzling,fetched marlia from work and went down to tampines mall and watched spidey 3.the movie was a bit emotional this time but it was alright,i guess.

sent her home,i went back and ate again and with the amount of food that i gobbled today,i am feeling really,really lazy.

gotta sleep now,i am working in the a.m. shift.

so...if you're peter parker,or the amazing spiderman for that matter,who will you choose?

a)mary jane
b)gwen stacy

more movies to catch,pirates of the carribean,shrek 3,simpsons but for now i am disappearing..just like sandman....*POOF*

Tuesday, 8 May 2007

California Love

"Aduuuuhhh...perot sakit...."

i got a very bad tummy ache."Prettttttt...Bruuttttt..."and i've been farting real bad as well.
i went to the loo about 4 or 5 times in the wee hours,and twice earlier as well.i've been real busy at work,so it's a real trouble to focus on my agenda and the turmoil in my stomach.

crepitating bowel erosion+climate's boiling heat=i almost shat in my pants earlier.i was in a real composure when i took my bmx,signalled to my filipino partner for lunch,when deep inside,i was really gonna let go.i cycled back,and upon opening the door i stumbled and it felt like years to unlock the heavy wooden door.pushed my bike aside,i dashed into the toilet,and like Flash,i stripped in seconds and unleashed..."WOooooosshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh"...Ahh what a relief.

so i thought back what might have formulated the drama.

yeah,it was the tuna chilli with cheese sandwich and few mugs of coke+cocoa milk that i had last night.

don't try this at home,fellas.i'm off to work!

Monday, 7 May 2007

Black Hole Sun

misteri nusantara.i watched that 'spooky' segment on the tube awhile ago.it ain't a scary episode.like most of everybody else out there,i'm quite attracted to the supernatural and the ghostly beings or whatever you choose to call it.

we always dismissed those things as an effect of our own playful thoughts,a mind play and of under heavy influences of ghostly stories in all kinds of media and rumours.

i disagree.not wholly but partially.

due to my misadventures during my lifetime,i've experienced some scary shit.the following is my story;

We've been planning for weeks for yet another camping trip at a secluded spot few bus stops away from punggol jetty.There were supposed to be around 16 of us,but only 4
turned up.Alwi,Helmi and his girlfriend and myself.The rendezvous meeting point was somewhere in Hougang.(there was no Sengkang or Punggol estate at that particular time.)We took a bus and walked the rest of the way there.

It was almost dark when arrived and there was nobody there as we expected,only occasional boats rumbling past at the sea.Across,was Coney island,with thick vegetation and white sandy beach.We didn't bring along any tent,we splayed across a canvas on the ground and one over our heads,with makeshift ropes attached at the canvas's corner to the trees.The spot that we chose,was by the sea,there was a kerb,to prevent the sea from raging upwards during high tide and the surrounding us were nothing but big trees.And about 15-20 metres from us was what which looked like an old small bunker,facing the sea,the structure was totally dilapidated,with overgrown roots of trees and plants camouflaging it.

Everything was nice and easy,we had our corned beef,breads,hot dogs and coca-cola for dinner.We poked fun at each other,talked and laughed by the campfire and basically things that everybody does during a camping session.

All of sudden,it started to drizzle,followed by a torrential rain with thunder clapping and lightning flashing above us.Everywhere,it was soaking wet.The trees,the ground and us.We squat and huddled among ourselves,the campfire has stopped burning furiously,only hot coals still swelling with smoke hovering over it.The rain didn't stop for hours and only around midnight the unforgiving weather subsequently reduced to slight drizzle.

It was then we started to ignite another fire but we couldn't.Everything was wet and we could barely see anything with our small,wet,battery operated torches.Then,right behind us,"HEEeeeeeeeeeee Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!"A loud continuos high pitched ear piercing chills to the spine shriek-like,cry-like laughter at the jungle behind us that almost stopped my heart.We froze and looked around,above us and at each other.Then there was another one and another one and it didn't quit.It seemed to be everywhere,all around us,but we can't see.We panicked,but we didn't know what to do.Something in me told me to run,but at the same time when i looked at helmi's girlfriend,i changed my mind.(i just can't leave them behind,we've made a point not to leave each other behind in case of emergency such as this.)Knees were trembling and basically everything in me was vibrating and shaking real badly.we just huddled with each other,helmi's girl sunk her face in between her knees and covered her ears with her hands.No it's not over,there was this strange stench filling the air and the sixth sense indicated there was something scary approaching us.It was dark,wet and this crazy scary shit,no one nearby to turn to and my heart was pounding mad,i didn't know what to do,we were all shivering so much and IT SEEMS TO DRAW NEARER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

"AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!JGN KACAU AHH!!!!!!!!CAU CIBAIIIIIIIIIIIII!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
I plucked enough courage and that was how i retaliated.The rest looked at me,stood up and did the same.We cursed and hurled obscenities at whatever that was scaring us.And soon after,we grew tired.It was quiet.The stench was gone and even the rain has stopped.We didn't know what it was,what got into us and we never shut our eyes throughout the night.And we weren't laughing no more.Upon sunrise,we packed our stuffs and left,never to return again.


Many locals were massacred and bodies were dumped and left awashed by the sea during the japanese occupation.Stories like above,are quite common among fishing enthusiasts,both young and old who frequent Punggol beach.The place has changed,the government built tall walls stretching the beach to prevent illegal immigrants.

but that doesn't mean u can't get lucky,if you wanna try,who knows what you might bump onto.till then,have a Fright Night!

Ain't Nuthin But A G-Thang

something bad happened to me yesterday.but i don't really wanna talk about it.it's alright.i'm a big boy and i can handle it.

i've been real mean,real bad before,i do remember coz it ain't easy to forget.so i take it as a retribution,for all the non-good things that i've done,in the past.God have mercy on us all.

i've been trying real hard all this while,not to repeat all the silly mistakes that i did before,and i really do.i just wanna live happily ever after,with my family,loved ones,and so on and so forth.be nice to everybody and accept the life that i have right now.

so,that thing that happened to me yesterday,is partly my own ignorance.for trusting somebody too much and i've got screwed up.but i ain't gonna do anything,i just gonna let it be.

let God sort that out.

so today,i went out with marlia,tryin to steer my mind away from thinking about that unfortunate thing that happened to unlucky me.we went around town on a lazy sunday evening,and when we were at HMV,i was snooping around for dr. dre and...WOOOOOOOOO!!!!
i got the one that i'm lookin' for,and it was the very LAST one.i grabbed it,marlia paid for it.it wasn't cheap,$41.00,but it was real rare and she agreed.

cruised around,we had our dinner at beach rd army market,damn!the food taste bad despite the ads and newspaper cut-outs they hung and pasted.it was a scam.didn't finished up as u imagine,went around on the scoot again and finally,home.

and so something else happened,my speedometer wasn't working right,the needle was in a haywire state,as i twisted the throttle,it shook and pointed to 120km/h when i was doin' like 60km/h.*sigh*

AH!what ever it is,the thing is i was angry but i can't unleash that angst.and that got me thinking.i hope everything will turn right in the morning,i really do.

always look on the bright side of life.