Bang Bang

way past midnight and i can't sleep.

did some liftings and a slow jog by the beach after i knocked off from work earlier.
the beach was quiet,only few romantic couples huddling at the breakwater and at the benches.the wind was blowing softly,but the skies above was slowly turning red.i did a big round and return to my pad.

i didn't go for dinner earlier.wasn't really hungry but shoved and chewed some bread along with 2 glasses of milk down the throat.took a shower and straight went to bed.

i kept tossing and turning,everytime i tried hard to sleep,my eyes keep pushing wide open.
so that's it,i can't sleep.
inserted a Moby cd into the player and still waiting to go to sleep.
and i didn't even yawn.

i had this condition since i was in the army before,went to see the medical officer,diagnosed me with insomnia,and sent me down to see a specialist at SGH.
after several appointments with the specialist,she finally prescribed me with sleeping pills which i took once and dared not swallow anything like that no more.it was too powerful,too strong for an active person like me.when i woke up i had aches all over my body and i can't think straight.
so i didn't went back to her and every night,i just wait for it to happen,naturally.

goodnight,sleep tight and don't let the boogey man bite.