Blue Monday

had one of the most wonderful sleep last night.didn't have sufficient rest over the weekend.had plenty of work.had too much of everything.and so,last night was good.and when i was awoken by the radio this morning,i felt so refreshed.and the best thing is,the radio was playing 'Blue Monday' by New Order of course.i was still struggling to open my eyes,and listening to the beat gave me strength,a powerful drive to start off on a fresh new week.i always have this thing about music & life,and when that dj spin that song on the am radio really,really brighten up my day,in a way i guess.

i love mondays,bet most doesn't.mondays i work in pm shift,and by evening,most of the guys will leave home,leaving me behind,almost alone.i just play music,all by myself,and those strangers that walk aimlessly past my console.

i remembered how i was so mad last weekend.those indecisive people who wanted this,and the other who came up who wanted that instead,and blaming us for lack of communications,but the fact is it wasn't us,but them who wanted to stir shit up and i wondered,"why the hell are they doin' tis?"but whenever they came up to me,i just smile and told em' straight up,"Dude,u wanna vent up,u got the wrong person."
how i wish i own an AK47.

i wasn't really a patient person,but i gotta do what i'm supposed to.i gotta earn a living.i got responsibilities and sometimes though how difficult it is,i just gotta stay cool.losing temper+vulgarities will have pretty bad consequences.and one thing for sure = violence breed violence breed violence.
and i don't want that anymore.
i just wanna be nice and twice as nice.
i just wanna smile and laugh even there are double the trouble.


bring it on!